Friday, September 11, 2020

Ah, by the way...

 ...remember that the challenge was to keep my pussy unpenetrated? Forget about, I've miserably lost it. Spent half the night sliding a dildo in and out my soaked swollen hot pussy. Didn't swallow it aaaall the way inside, but deep enough for cumming like crazy.

I wonder how many seconds I can hold before cumming with a real dick inside me.

Twisted Old Lady

Apparently I've been writing here for quite a long time already. Sometimes more, sometimes less, depending on the urge. But I always end up coming back here. Call it faithfulness...

I don't think I've lost much for not having as much sex as I'd prefere to, so far. Being a picky bitch is quite worthy, even for self-esteem purposes. But by this age I've noticed I should be even more sincere to myself about my fantasies.

First and most controversial one, probably, is that I have a serious 'bromance' fetish. If I see gay men kissing, that doesn't affect me at all. But if I see this kind of sexy interaction between hetero men, this totally soaks up my panties. And I hadn't really try pegging, but I've found out that I'm totally up for it.

Plus, I'm not into eating other girl's pussy, but I don't mind if it's a man or a woman eating mine. I've had menĂ¡ges with multiple women and one man, but never had more than one man on me...and would be quite a plus if I'd get to see some 'brotherly love' in action.

It's friday. September 11th. Covid-19 quarantine. I'm home-officing and in the middle of worktime. Not even 9:30 a.m. And I'm seriously thinking about getting fucked and sharing some cocksucking with my sexy inspiration.

Damn, I'm wet.


Tuesday, September 8, 2020

Can't challenge such a dirty mind.

 Humans are so interesting, and my experience is not different. Like, I've probably spent over a month without playing with my pussy at all, between July and August. But just one attempt of fullfilling a #NoFapSeptember challenge, and then comes this desperate urge to cum, mind fills with dirty fantasies and these thoughts haunts my mind all the time, even in dreams.

Last night I had to cum hard at least twice before sleeping. Had one after waking up soon before dawn and now it's approaching 30 minutes to noon and had to take a relief again after remembering this smoking hot and senseless dream I had...

I can't really remember which was the occasion, but there was some big party going on: people were well dress but enough to go to a fancy rock bar or so. I was in a corner of one of the porches with my avec, we were talking about life philosophy or some other kind of weird stuff we like to discuss as friends. And then came this guy carrying and obviously drunk girl to the couch. Both are laughing and looking happy.

As the girl was so drunk and so was the guy, they just fell onto the couch in a funny position. They laughed and she says she's comfortable, to what the guy answers "Well, it's comfortable for me, too!", and they remain on that position, he was pretty much sitting spread and she was leaning on him, her head on his lap, facing up.

 A guy came by, friend of the other two. I can't recall the conversation exactly they've had, but it was friendly talk. And then, out of nothing, the girl spreaded her legs and asked the newly came:

-Come here, lick my pussy.

He was surprised:

-What?!

-Come here..! - she whines - I'm so horny, but I'm too lazy for fingering now... Lick my pussy, make me cum.

The friend whom she was leaning on reached for her skirt and pulled it up: -She means it, bro: look at her pussy..!

-Should we leave them in privacy..? - I asked my Mr., but he made a gesture to keep quiet and wait.

I felt my heart beating faster as I kinda couldn't believe that was actually happening: the big guy simply too the girls panties off and started sucking her pussy as if it was a juicy fruit. She was laughing and moaning, as her friend on the couch kept watching and having a beer, as if there wasn't anyone else around nor anyone could come to the porch at anytime.

And that was precisely what happened, some people showed up, but got kinda embarassing and left. A small group of people started to watch from a distance. I wasn't that distant, but by then I understood that they didn't care at all if there were people watching. I was kinda envious of that freedom of spirit, of getting a huge tongue deeply going into your spread open pussy, in front of anyone that would be there to see.

My pussy was soaked, and I unconsciously started to rub my butt against my escort's cock. I could feel it throbbing from under the underwear and pants. Should I also ask him to make me cum..?

The girl on the couch wasn't laughing anymore, just moaning in pure delight, one could guess her level of relax by looking at her laid body given to pleasure on her friends's arms. His hands helped keeping her legs and pussy spread, as the other guy kept eating her deep and loudly.

I felt two fingers sneaking to under my dress and into my panties. I move my hips against them, silently begging for being fucked. The feeling of that fingers banging in and out my pussy was hardly a relief, but in fact a tease.

For a moment, I almost forgot what was going on on the couch: The girl had already pulled a rockened-hard cock to outside her friend's pants and it was jerking and licking it from balls to top while both guys squeezed her boobs freed from her cleavage. I was hoping the guy working on her pussy would fuck her with her cock. Or at least finger her asshole while he was eating her.

Unfortunately my dream didn't go on much further than that. I wasn't fucked, nor her. I woke up soaked, at the urge of having my body filled with dick. Bud didn't reach for any toy...I just rubbed my pussy until I came in a very long and wet orgasm, feeling the juice drips from pussy all the way through between the legs and soak the sheets from a blinking glossy ass-button.

So, apparently I couldn't keep too much time from masturbating... but maybe I should try counting again for how long I can take without getting my pussy penetrated...

#NoFapSeptember

Failed miserably
Just as mostly every other expectation for 2020.